Memorial

It has been an year since I've started blogging in this space,

as an attempt to overcome some difficulties in my personal life.

As my friends and family and some of my online readers know,

my husband J had suffered a TBI back in 2004.

Since then we both fought very hard

just to give him the time he needed

to somehow defy the odds and maybe one day

the light of his soul would shine again in his eyes.

J was an extraordinary person and I never ever gave up on him...

...till the last 17 of August...

when I finally couldn't bare any more pain,

couldn't allow no more hurting, no more mistakes...

which finally cost us his precious life.

I've considered for a long time

and decided I would keep this blog,

not only because for me is a safe space of communication

but also it revealed itself

as a therapy when I needed to quit smoking,

and provided goals for my life,

and it worked as a outlet 

for the things I would make and create.

To all my family and friends

who gave me their precious hand and shoulder to cry...

my forever THANK YOU.

To all the others who will eventually read these so sad words...

from the bottom of my heart, a thought:

enjoy,

enjoy life

every single minute as it would be the last...

I did,

and for that I have no regrets.

To J, my husband, my friend, my love...

You'll live in me for always.